Personal Sharing “How Journey”

 

I want to share something that is deeply personal to me. It’s a little tough but before I launch into it I want to say I don’t believe in psychics or witch craft (despite the blog name).  I don’t believe in people using their gifts from God for profit.  I believe that God gives us gifts to share with others.  I’m not comparing myself or anyone else to Jesus, but did you ever see Jesus give a healing and then have his hand out for a cash payment?  Nope.

 

So now to my confession and this is hard for me to explain and it’s hard for me to share because people assume you’re a freak.  In our society if something can’t be explained you’re different and people are supposed to all be the same.  Different to a lot of people is another way of saying you’re touched, and not in a good way.

I dream things.  They come true.  I get strange gut feelings and trust them and am always thankful I did.  I get little whispers in my ear about situations that helps me deal with them differently.  I have come to rely on the feelings in how I live my life.  I don’t share this very often because, well, I might get committed.  To say that I have freaked my husband and family out many times is an understatement.

I have so many stories that I probably don’t remember them all.  Some had me hitting my knees and thanking God, but what has triggered this post, is my curiosity about how many people have these feelings, thoughts or intuitions.

 

While there are many different things that have happened, I have a strange way that I deal with death.  I dream of death, and death happens.  I can’t always predict who, but it always comes.  Sometimes it’s a shock, sometimes it’s relief, and sometimes it’s joyful.  Let me explain.

 

When someone is in constant pain and has led a good life, I feel joy when they pass.  Joy that they are out of pain, and joy that they are in heaven.  I pray for comfort for those that are going to miss them and the situation they may be in.

 

When death comes as a shock it knocks the wind out of me.  It might be an accident or a murder, but it’s unexpected and I pray.  I pray for those involved and I pray for comfort to those involved.  I pray for the soul of the person departed and that they are at peace.

 

The feeling of relief and joy sometimes intertwine, but basically when someone has spent what feels like a life time of suffering relief for them and their family sets in.  And again I pray.

There is a lot more to this that I may or may not share but this is also part of my “How Journey”.  I’m not pushing religion, I’m not pushing a psychic connection, I’m simply sharing these things that happen that for so long had me thinking I was crazy as hell.  Holding this inside and being afraid to share creates anxiety in me and the anxiety monster eats at me in so many different ways that releasing one part is a relief.

 

Do you have these intuitions, dreams or feelings?

10 comments for “Personal Sharing “How Journey”

  1. October 20, 2017 at 11:47 pm

    I’ve had things like this happen to me a lot.

  2. Molli Vandehey-Taylor
    October 23, 2017 at 9:47 pm

    that happens to me a lot with dreams, i feel really connected to the universe and am learning to trust my instinct

  3. October 23, 2017 at 11:50 pm

    After reading your story, I have been thinking about this a lot.

  4. Shane A
    October 25, 2017 at 4:17 am

    I’m glad you shared this. Your not crazy. There are an innumerable amount of unexplained things out there. Just because one does not experience it or believe in it doesn’t mean it’s not a solid truth for someone else.

  5. Katie Bellamy
    November 3, 2017 at 9:50 pm

    I love this! I would love to listen to your stories and would no way think its religion-pushing!

  6. Esperanza Gailliard
    November 4, 2017 at 3:44 pm

    To me things that happened are supposed to really go down! Awesome story thanks for sharing

  7. Debra
    November 7, 2017 at 6:02 am

    Wonderful story. Thanks for sharing. Has happened to me.

  8. Samantha
    November 15, 2017 at 2:37 pm

    I had something like this happen to me. It’s hard to take in the information and try to interpret it to what you think it meant.

  9. desiree
    November 18, 2017 at 7:14 pm

    me id do beleve in sprits and then i do talk to the dead and then have been doing this for over 50 years so i dont blelve in witches but they do excist

  10. Linda Manns Linneman
    November 20, 2017 at 2:23 pm

    I think this is really a part of being a child of God. God gives us empathy and He lives in us. I truly believe He guides me every day of my life. I couldn’t live without God in my life. Thank you for sharing this. God Bless

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